Posted by: Mark, Transforming . . . | July 18, 2016

Meeting my first Trans Man

Who would have thought? I’ve shared recently on my Facebook posts how I’ve enjoyed getting to know my transgender women friends. Hearing their stories and sharing each others’ “coming out” experiences has truly been another way to increase my level of compassion in the world. You never really do know the journey someone else has taken.

I told several people that I really want to meet a transgender man, ie. a woman who has become a man. I’m grateful for Sharon, Christine and Gabrielle and them opening their hearts and their stories with me. They’ve been awesome sharing their journey of man to woman transitions with me. They’ve even shared how I probably know some transgender men because it’s not as obvious when a woman becomes a man, because of the way the hormones work in the body.

Well, tonight is the night to watch one of my coaches from the gym perform in America Ninja Warrior! So a group of us went to a great restaurant near the gym. It’s always great to see friends who workout at different times so these events bring together the “morning people” with the “afternoon/evening people”.

As I’m chatting with two guys that I’ve known for over a year, I somehow bring up the story of my meeting my transgender women friends and that I’m still waiting to meet my first transgender man. To my surprise, one of them extends his hand and says “you don’t have to look far. What questions do you have?”

What? What? Are you telling me what I think you’re telling me? You’re a power lifter? I never would have guessed.

I kind of let it go and we continued our conversation. He said he could point me in the direction of some organizations where I could meet many transgender men and that one of them meets every October here in Atlanta. I’ve always thought of him as a very supportive guy in the LGBTQ community so I didn’t think too much more about it.

Well, I finally looked at him and said, “Am I hearing you clearly when you extended your hand to me a little bit ago? Or am I reading something into our conversation that isn’t there?”

Nope. He’s a transgender man. I am very grateful for this interaction and this opening of a whole new world to me.

I’m ready to learn more so that I can share more. I seem to operate in the LGBTQ world and also in the non-LGBTQ world. Sometimes I’ve been able to bridge the gaps between the two. I’m grateful for this. And I’m looking forward to sharing even more . . .

Feel Peace, and Be Transformed.

Posted by: Mark, Transforming . . . | June 16, 2016

My first time being smuggled into a gay bar, a sacred space.

Thanks for the memory Melody LeBaron. I was “smuggled” into my first gay bar between some friends since I wasn’t 21 yet. Still took me another 5 years of anti-gay therapy and a stint with Homosexuals Anonymous before I clearly heard my heart saying “Stop Fighting who I made you to be”. Glad I listened to my heart on that December night in 1986. I had 2 choices: make my suicide look like an accident or accept who I am, a fun gay man!

This is the beginning of a series of posts. I have no way of knowing how many posts it will become because this idea has been stirring in my mind for months.

I have tears of gratitude streaming down my face today (5:45am). I’m finally at Skate Farm in Floyd, VA preparing for 5 days of inline skating the mountains here. I’m excited and apprehensive, all at the same time. OK. 65% apprehension and 35% excitement. As I drove the last 10 miles yesterday, and experienced the hills in the car, I began to wonder “Just what have I gotten myself into?”  “Am I actually going to allow myself to skate DOWN these hills?  I can force myself up them, but how am I ever going to skate down them AND stay vertical???”

Then I was greeted by Dennis and then met the infamous Eddy Matzger. My Atlanta Peachtree Road Roller friends are right. I’ll love Eddy and my time with him.  I know that I’m in the right place on June 19, 2015.  I feel at home here, welcomed by a family, another “Tribe”, that I’ve just met.  I’ll write another post on that later.

For now, here’s more about the title and the background . . .

The last couple of years I would skate the Alpharetta Greenway, Piedmont Park and the Atlanta Beltline for a couple of hours without even drinking water. I was even called a name in Piedmont Park and I’ll gladly wear it: “The Dancing Roller Blader!” Well, last August I had been out for probably 2 hours, (without water. I know, how stupid.) when I saw this man standing with bottled water by the ramp to the Beltline Kroger. OK Angels. I get it. I get it. I’ll stop, turn around and buy some water.

As I approached, I started pulling out cash to buy water only to be told “Oh no. This is free. Just . . . come check out our gym, Iron Tribe Fitness.” Ha ha ha ha ha 9 or 10 months later, just how much did that “Free” bottle of water actually cost me Ben Davis?

Well, it cost me giving up my limitations in life and me living small and giving into small expectations of myself and giving up more and more minute aspects of my addiction to victimhood.  And it’s opened a new world Beyond Imaginably Magical!

Sure, it’s a gym membership that is costing me more than I’ve ever paid for a monthly membership before. Sure, it’s cost me buying inline speed skates that cost me double what my last pair cost, not to mention all the gear and clothing and accessories and wheels and bearings and socks and on and on and on that go with it. Sure, it’s cost me airfare and travel expenses and registration fees for inline marathons and Skate Farm “skate school”.

Yet, that free bottle of water is just one more piece of the puzzle of me living life fully and fully enjoying Every Moment of my life. I know there will be some “Oh No” moments these next 5 days as I fly down these hills at speeds I’ve never skated before. I also Know that there will be more highs and levels of living life fully, Enjoying Bliss, than I’ve ever allowed myself to experience before.  That free bottle of water has reminded me to Live, Experience AND Enjoy every moment, every experience of my life.

I have tears of gratitude streaming down my face, yet again, as I think about all of the people in my life who have opened up a space in my life that has allowed me to get here today. I am SO Grateful for them and each piece of themselves that they have shared with me, no matter how small it may have been. A Smile. A Kick in the butt, to keep me moving towards my goals. A word of encouragement. A business opportunity. An ear (and all of you know how much I can talk.)  A personal story of them sharing their innermost secrets that has inspired me in some way.  The list goes on.

This is the start, the beginning, of a series of my experiences with listening to that small, still voice inside.  You may call it your gut, your inner knowing, your angels, guides, Spirit, Higher Self, God, Allah, Buddha, LMNOP.  I don’t care what you call it.  Just take a breath or two . . . and listen.  You have all of Your Own answers inside of you, waiting to be revealed, on how to live your life Beyond Imaginably Magical.  That’s my current answer when people ask me how I’m doing.

So for today, take a moment and listen.  The more I exercise this muscle, the quicker it responds.  Take that breath or two.  Listen.  It could be words, or colors, or feelings or sensations or that “nudge” to get a free bottle of water or the “nudge” to click on a link or turn down a street you’ve never taken before.  You already know how “It” speaks to you and guides you through life.  Then, cast away any concern about what others think about you and follow that Inner Knowing, Your Inner Knowing . . . and Allow Life to Love you back as you experience your own life Beyond Imaginably Magical.

And Please share your experiences in the comments.  I want to hear them.

Feel Peace and Be Transformed . . .

Posted by: Mark, Transforming . . . | May 29, 2015

Keeping Commitments

It’s just after 9:00am on Friday morning. Yes. I have work to do in the office, commitments to keep to clients and it’s another day I’m grateful I work for myself, I’m grateful for my clients and for the flexibility I have with my schedule.

I’m getting better at keeping commitments to myself. I have some friends who say that they can set their clocks by how I arrive on time to appointments. This is one way of keeping commitments to others and to being respectful of them and their time. I realize that recently I have avoided keeping commitments to myself though. I am getting better and there is still room for improvement. A commitment I made to a friend last October is to share insights on my blog. My intention is to inspire others to keep moving in their lives and to keep their commitments that they’ve made to themselves. I’ve heard it said, “If you’re going through hell, just don’t build a condo.” I went through my own personal hell from 2009 to 2013 and I’m grateful I didn’t build a condo. Posting this today is keeping a commitment to that friend, and also to myself. Progress!

I enrolled in an online course at Spiritual Living Institute, “The Grass is Greener”. We are going through the book “The Grass is Greener Right Here” by David Ault and he’s actually the instructor too. Today I read chapter 3, Cupcakes. It’s a story about celebrating everything in life. Yes. Everything. Buy the book and read the chapter for yourself.

What it touched in me today is the ever increasing gratitude I have for all of the events that have taken place in my life. Yes. Everything! As I mentioned, I went through my own “personal hell” a few years ago. I don’t wish it on anyone yet I’m so grateful for the place to which it has brought me today. I Am Invincible. Someone could hurt me physically. Yes. But other than that, every other experience I have in life is my choice. It’s up to me to determine whether it’s a good experience, a bad experience or the decision I really like, It’s Just Another Experience so BE with it and Fully Experience it for All the richness it has to offer me at this moment of my existence.

All of the suffering in my world takes place between my two ears in the stories I tell myself about what I’m experiencing. It’s so much fun as I’m detaching more and more from the mind chatter and I’m just observing it. We’ve seen the depictions of the good angel on one shoulder and the bad angel on the other shoulder debating over a decision to make. I’m detaching from both of them, laughing at how silly their debate really is, breathing deeply and moving my awareness down into my heart. More and more of my decisions are coming from that place, that knowingness, that intuitive guidance, that whatever you choose to call that feeling in yourself. And the more I make those, what seem like illogical, decisions, from that inner knowingness, the more magic appears in my life. Ah, other topics for future blog posts. I have ideas already forming for the blog series “What that free bottle of water (on the Atlanta Beltline in August 2014) really cost me.” Stay tuned.

Please share your ideas and your own stories of how you are keeping your personal commitments to yourself and how you are listening more and more to your own Inner Knowingness.

Namaste

Feel Peace and BE the Transformer

Posted by: Mark, Transforming . . . | March 22, 2015

Follow Your Own Inner Guidance, Your Own Inner Knowing

2015-03-22 5:37am

It’s 5:37am Central time. I am in tears as I wake up today. I wake up from a dream. The dream is of me telling some dear friends that I’m going to the doctor to, probably, confirm a cancer diagnosis. What a dream. Tears. Fear. Concern. All things I’m not afraid to look at and feel. I’m lying in the guest bed at my friends’ Michael and Mike’s house. What does this mean?

First insight: I’m clearing the energies of these fears and concerns for people who actually have gotten or will get the cancer diagnosis. I know I’m safe because I take care of my body. Well, except for the 2 sleeves to Ritz crackers that I ate last night at midnight while checking some overdue e-mails and Facebook posts. But I did intersperse the Ritz crackers with some raw snacks. Who am I trying to kid anyway?

Second insight: I have a commitment to keep to Adama who lives in Telos, whom I met last October during my trip the Mt Shasta. I’m remembering visits to Sacred Chambers where one of the qualities to empower is “Commitment”. I trust I’ll explain more about Adama and Sacred Chambers in another post. And if you don’t want to wait, comment or send me an e-mail and I’ll explain. Part of this insight is for me to start blogging the magic that has been happening in my life as a result of following Spirit, Inner Guidance, Knowing, the nudges of a more expanded sense of myself. Adama said he would offer insights to me and I committed to sharing them here in my blog.

And there it is, right under the surface. My own fear. Fear of what some family members will think, feel and say if I really post what’s on my heart. Fear of judgements from total strangers. Fear of being ridiculed. Fear of public harassment. Fear of disagreements. Fear of not having others agree with me.

As I write this, I am smiling. Maybe it’s time to look in the mirror and say to myself what I say to friends who are experiencing their own fears. I’ll say them here in first person since I AM saying them to myself right now. I AM saying them to myself when I share them with others because we are all One. We are just different aspects of this One.

“I can’t control how others respond to what I say. If I follow my own heart, Breath, Relax and BE in the moment, I’ll have the discernment, the knowing of whether to speak or whether to keep quiet.” And besides, if someone doesn’t like what I have to say here, they can stop reading now. Said another way, “If you don’t like what I say, stop reading.” Yet, if you’re here, reading this, trust and know that there may just be a little aspect of what I have to say that your heart is guiding you to hear, guiding you to remember.

“What others think of me is none of my business.”

“Follow my heart. I have all my own answers within.” Yet, there is no “within” / “without”. It is just all One. We are each different, unique aspects of This One, here to experience different experiences along our journey to remembering this Oneness. There may be a more expanded aspect of myself, a future self so to speak, that is always standing there quietly, ready to guide me in any moment. That’s what I’m following now as I write this.

How many times have I followed this Inner Guidance in the last few years? Actually, I’m arriving on the anniversary of a major time in my life when following this Inner Guidance began to be almost a daily occurrence. Now it’s a Moment to Moment occurrence and my life is aligning and flowing so beautifully that I speak of it as Magic.

This isn’t magic. It’s how life is meant to be on this planet.

Aligned.

Full of Joy, Laughter, Knowingness and Peace.

Trusting and knowing that “This or Something Better” is always already here in my life. All I need to do is Breath, Relax, Allow and Be Aware in the moment. I am that multi-dimensional being Allowing all the beauty, grace, abundance and joy into my life. That beauty, grace, abundance and Joy is already here.

All I need to “do” is be aware of it and it appears for me to experience.

There it is again, as I write that last sentence; the sensation in my body, the chills, the surge of energy, the tingling in my head, confirming what I just said is accurate.

All I need to “do” is be aware of it and it appears for me to experience.

And even this transforms.

All I need to “do” is be aware of it AS it appears for me to experience. Beauty, Grace, Abundance, Joy and Peace.

There isn’t anything left of us to do anymore but Breath, Relax and Be Aware in the Moment. Experience the moment.

Enough for now. Please share your thoughts and leave a comment below. And please follow the blog.

Until next time . . .

Feel Peace & Be the Transformer . . .

Posted by: Mark, Transforming . . . | February 12, 2015

What’s the big deal about same-sex marriage anyway?

I’ll be honest. I’ve never really been very passionate about this whole gay marriage thing. What’s the big deal? Besides, without being married, it made it easier to come out of a relationship so why would I want to be married to a man anyway? I’m grateful I didn’t have to pay an attorney for the “divorce”. Then I watched a documentary tonight and I’ll be writing every one of my state and federal representatives in support of gay marriage. It’s time for Love to shine.

Bridegroom. A documentary about Shane Bitney Crone who’s same-sex partner dies . . . and Shane has no legal rights left.

http://youtu.be/pR9gyloyOjM

As I look back on my life, I’ve heard stories about people who’ve died and the surviving partner has had the deceased partner’s family come in and take things. And the survivor has no legal rights. Ok. Ok. But it never impacted me like this documentary has.

You’ve heard me say that we make all our decisions motivated by one of two things: Fear or Love. What are people so afraid of? Are they afraid of seeing two people of the same sex love each other? Really LOVE each other? What’s the fear motivating anti-gay legislation? What’s the fear motivating gay hate crimes? What’s the fear? Where is the fear still hiding within myself? How can I love myself more, shine more light from my heart, so that my own fear gets exposed, released and allowed to be transformed to even more love, and fuel an even brighter light? Shining a light in a dark room totally disperses the dark. Shining Love on fear may make it appear that the fear gets stronger, yet each time we love authentically, it softens the fear. It softens our own fear and it softens the fear of others. It allows a glimmer of love to appear through the cracks of fear.

Take the 90 minutes to watch the movie Bridegroom. Then make your own conclusions.

http://youtu.be/RQIIwddt3N4

Allow Your Light to shine brightly and bring more Love and more Peace into the world.

Posted by: Mark, Transforming . . . | November 23, 2014

I Want The Change!

I Want the Change!

I’m ready.

It’s no surprise that I went to Bodhi Spiritual Center in Chicago; my spiritual home while back in the Windy City. The guest speaker today was Rev. Vince Kueffner and he spoke about the times in his life when he “Wanted the Change”.  I’m feeling the push, the nudges, that my time in Atlanta may be coming to a close yet I’m not feeling the vision pulling me to a clear location . . . yet.  I trust and I know that this clarity is here for me as I allow myself to just BE in the unknown.  BE in the magic of the not known.  Breath and Allow and BE in the excitement of living on the new edge of what’s next for me.

A couple of years ago I knew that a change was coming when my landlord and I decided to continue my lease on a month to month basis.  I then allowed the magic to happen.  I literally felt a hand on my back pushing me out of Cobb County.  I could feel the push.  I also felt it in my heart.  The places I was drawn to live were no where in Cobb County.  I was open to anything and explored many options.  Funny about that time.  I was open to any and all possibilities.  This time?  I’m open to exploring many alternatives, many options, many places.  I even considered coming back to Chicago and I’m grateful for this week here visiting family, friends and clients because I’m now clear that I’m not being drawn back here.  A great place for me to visit but not live at this time in my life.

As the service at Bodhi continued today we celebrated their 11th Birthday!!! Congratulations Bodhi.  You are where you are today by allowing magic and allowing yourselves to be in the magic and excitement of the unknown.  Allowing yourselves to trust and to know.  I sat there with “my face leaking” yet again with such Gratitude.  My life is magical.  I know that “This or Something Better” is coming to me.  It’s already here.  I just need to keep exploring any and all possibilities.  And still, “my face is leaking” with Gratitude.  “This or Something Better” has always been coming to me and always will be. All I need to do is breath in the moment and experience the “This or Something Better”

I Want the Change!

Even http://www.Kryon.com says we’re moving in t0 a time where everything is changing and will be changing. There won’t be anymore going back to normal, whatever normal is.  He even uses the analogy that our furniture will move every day while we are way and it will move again the next day . . . and again on the next day . . . and again on the next.

I Want the Change!

How fun.  I come home every day and the couch has moved so I get to vacuum dust bunnies and kitty fur.

I Want the Change!

As I look back on my life, there have been times that I went kicking and screaming into the unknowns.  I remember wanting to get to a time and place where everything would take care of itself.  ha ha ha   Little did I know back then that that time and place doesn’t exist but I now I see how boring life would be.  Maybe I should go back and watch “Groundhog Day” again.

I Want the Change!

I want to live on the edge.  I want to BE the edge.  I want the excitement of living in the moment.  As I live in the this moment, and only this moment, there can only be excitement and fun.

I Want the Change!

If I’m depressed I’m living in the past.
If I’m anxious I’m living in the future.

If I’m breathing with awareness, in the moment, I know that I’m taken care of.  I am taken care of in each moment.  I have air to breath.  I just finished a wonderful vegan burger and vegan soup at Native Foods Cafe on Belmont.  I have wonderful friends who’ve allowed me to stay at their place this week.  I have enough food in my car to survive a week if I’m stranded in the beloved snow of the north.  I have great music playing in my ears as I’m writing this.  I have so much I’m grateful for at this time in my life.  Again, “my face is leaking” with Gratitude.

I Want the Change!

How about you?  What unknowns are you living in right now?  What magic is occurring in your life, right now, in this moment, in the magical moment?

Breath.  Allow.  Trust.  And know that you are taken care of.  I know this for you.

Namaste Dear Ones.

 

 

 

Posted by: Mark, Transforming . . . | November 5, 2014

Dog Bite – This or Something Better

This or Something Better?

Yes. I didn’t quite feel the theme of my 2 week Birthday Celebration “This or Something Better” as that Sweet dog ran away from me after biting my right butt/thigh Sunday night. I landed at 1:30pm that afternoon and thought “Yes. I have time to go home and still get to the park for a nice time on the skates.” I don’t recall how long after “the event” of being bitten that I actually reminded myself that even this could have “Something Better” than I could have imagined. And it has.

As you may have heard me write before, I see a chiropractic student at Life University every few weeks for health maintenance.  The big joke with the last student was always him asking me if I have had any new accidents, falling off my roller blades.  Well, I tagged him in a Facebook post telling him that I was CHOOSING not to balance this roller blading injury because my left butt cheek did not need a matching dog bite!

Monday morning as I was getting into the chair at the dentist’s office for the root canal, (yes, welcome back from a Birthday Celebration) I was reminded to make light of the ever growing color and ever growing tenderness on my right thigh. Ha ha ha. Even the dentist and his assistant could get a chuckle with my dog bite causing me to gingerly sit in the chair.

Yesterday I had a meeting with clients. As I sat in the chair, I realized that this wasn’t going to be a fun meeting if I had to sit in this chair. So, the chair went by the wayside and I sat sideways on the piano bench allowing my tender right thigh to hang off the side of the bench. A few more chuckles with clients. “This or Something Better”.

I don’t care if people are laughing with me or AT me as long as we’re laughing; and usually it’s At me. So, bring on the laughs.

Every time I’ve gotten in the car I’m reminded to chuckle at myself, and reminded of the wonderful time I had on the roller blades Sunday evening even after the dog bite. I’m grateful for my vibrant, energetic body and the music of Eddie Watkins, Jr and Michael Bernard Beckwith that were playing Sunday night in my earphones. I’m grateful for the 2 mile stretch of the beltline that allows me to skate along and dance to music, all while wearing the roller blades. I even have a couple laughing as they see me approaching, getting a little wild and crazy . . . and then his hand comes up to give me a high five as I skate past them! Yes! Another smile. Mission accomplished. Shine that Light wherever I may be.

So I’m telling the Universe that I’m open to where I’m being guided. Where am I to live when my lease expires in July? Where am I to show up? Who’s ready for my unique gift that I’m bringing to the planet? Who’s coming into my awareness that’s bringing their gift to me? Breath. Know. Trust. Allow myself to hear and feel the guidance as “This or Something Better” is being brought into my awareness in every moment of every day. All I have to do is be open and then say “Yes!”

With Deep Gratitude!

Posted by: Mark, Transforming . . . | October 28, 2014

The Mountain – This of Something Better . . . with No Expectations.

2014-10-28 7:40am Finlandia Motel, Mt. Shasta, CA

This of Something Better . . . with No Expectations.

Let me make it clear, I’m not saying I sit around eating bon bons all day while watching tv when I say “with No Expectations.” What I’m intending to share is an awareness that I’ve come to Love in my life. I have the Expectation, the feeling of expecting, “This or Something Better”. What I’m not expecting is a specific outcome or specific ways that the outcome is going to happen. I’m getting better and better at Allowing Life to Love Me and bring me something beyond my wildest dreams!

 

I set an intention. I have an idea of what I would like to experience in life. And then I expect . . . This or Something Better. Several months ago I knew I was “supposed to” be on Mt Shasta for my birthday. Maybe “guided to” be is a better choice of words. I suspected it would be a magical experience. I suspected I would share my gifts and my Light with the mountain and that this magical, mystical mountain would share her gifts with me. So, on the way up the mountain, my guide asked my intention. Hmmm. I hadn’t really specified it. I knew, I could feel, that magic would occur because Life is Loving me more and more every day. So I replied, “This or Something Better.”

 

And yes, it was.

 

I also shared how I am also aware of this “lack of time” or “I’m going to miss something” or “running out of time” concern that is running in the background of my life, but that’s for another blog post.
As we sat in the first energy vortex, which took us to Telos, all I could feel was such deep gratitude vibrating in every cell of my being. Not just my body. My BEing, including my aura, merkabah, energy field or whatever you want to call this Unique Aspect of Divinity that has chosen to participate in this existence at this moment on this planet. I sat there after the meditation and thought “This or Something Better.” I really had no idea what we would be doing today. I knew I would have Ashlyn as a guide for the day and knew it would be perfect. I just didn’t think about the specifics of the day and what we would be doing specifically.  Ha.  I suspected we would be hiking.

Heart Stone in Knowledge Vortex

Just up the ridge from the Telos vortex is the “Knowledge” vortex. See the beautiful Heart on the stone where we laid. One holds space around the side of the vortex while the other lays on the stone. I actually went outside of the vortex a bit because I was guided to include this small tree, this youngster. And the message we both received was to enjoy the new ones in our lives. Ashlyn became a grandmother a month ago and I have 7 great nieces and nephews. Ah, enjoy their energy. Enjoy them still remembering who they truly are. BE there for them, physically and energetically, giving them permission to remember their akash, remember who they are.

 

And there’s more . . .

 

Please share your experiences of how you are Allowing Life to Love YOU as you expect This or Something Better.

 

 

Posted by: Mark, Transforming . . . | October 26, 2014

Overflowing with Gratitude

2014-10-26 7:30am Vallombrosa Center, Menlo Park, CA

 

I am FILLED and Overflowing with gratitude today.  If you feel you could use a little, I have more than enough to spare and to share!!!

I start my day like I often start it, YouTube guided meditations. Today are my three favorites:

Kelly Howell’s “(Manifest) Retrieve Your Destiny” – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jkFpvqCjs8

Melchizedek144 “Infinite Merkabah Activation with Gaytri Mantra” – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SBA56_T3Q2s

Juan Rosero “Pineal Gland Activator: Open Your Third Eye! Relax Meditation Music 11.11.11 – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JuEa2DObw34

 

Such Deep GRATITUDE filling my energy field today. Here I am in wonderful California, attending the Ontological Design Community Reunion/Conference with friends I haven’t seen in over 10 years. We started a 3 year course together 25 years ago and they’ve been holding conferences every year since then. This is another one of my family’s. I attended the first 7 or 8. I feel like it was just yesterday that I saw these wonderful beings and I feel like we picked up where we left off; Open, Loving, Caring Hearts. I know I can count on them if I ever need anything and I hope they know they can count on me if they ever need anything.

 

We watched “The Bucket List” last night as part of our discussion to design our lives going forward, all the way to our peaceful exits from this body. Yes. Some of you may think it’s a weird conversation to be having but it’s giving me so much clarity that for all I know, today could be my last day in this body. Therefore, how am I choosing to spend it? How am I choosing to DESIGN it? How am I choosing to Intend, and yes, ALLOW it to unfold? This or something better!!! I highly recommend watching Morgan Freeman and Jack Nicholson enjoy their last days on this planet, checking things off their Bucket Lists. I added a few things to my list after seeing the moving.

 

I’m Choosing to BE HAPPY, whatever happens in my life.

 

I leave for Mt Shasta today. Tomorrow is my Birthday . . .ON the Mountain! No expectations because I feel how I’m being guided to spend this time on this mystical, magical Mountain. I trust. I know. I Allow . . .This or Something Better. I Know in my heart and the feelings in my body confirm it, that I’m to be here at this time. Am I receiving a gift from the Mountain? Am I giving a gift to the Mountain? I believe it’s “Yes”!

 

Namaste . . . Fellow traveler on this journey, Balancing to Peace.

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