As you can see, this is my first post for 2018. It’s been quite a journey so far this year. I’ve written a few “draft” posts and will take the time this week to review and get a few of them uploaded. A few health challenges, mental struggles with the good angel/bad angel on my shoulders fighting with each other, and more oral surgery to be scheduled this week. It’s been a year already and we’re only to June 17th! ha ha ha ha
I am SO GRATEFUL for all the people in my life who have helped me maneuver this. Some have helped more than others and many of you have no idea what a simple text has meant to me. I’m “Coming out of the closet . . . yet again” by being vulnerable. The outside laughter has sometimes been masking over some inner struggles.
As we move through the experience of duality on this planet, at this time, remembering at deeper levels that we are really all one and that we all just want to Love and to Be Loved, I’m being reminded to feel all of it. Feel the highs. Feel the lows. Feel it all. Be with the experience and feel it.
More to come . . . soon. I promise.
Feel Peace and BE the Transformer.
thetransformationretreat 
It’s always challenging to open up and be vulnerable. It feels like being born again and still being wet. It would seem that opening up to people I don’t know well would be the most difficult, but sometimes it’s more difficult to be honest with the people we know best. Although I have had moments where my gut has advised me to remain silent, more often than not when I have allowed myself to be vulnerable, it’s always turned out to be a win-win with the person/people I have trusted to hear my truth. Fear and anxiety keep us tethered to the past and future; the power is always in the present moment.
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By: Jef Blocker on June 17, 2018
at 9:35 am
Thanks Jef. Your friendship and being part of Rainbros/Belong.lgbt has been a huge support for me.
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By: Mark, Transforming . . . on June 17, 2018
at 9:42 am